November 22, 2009
Miscellaneous thoughts
Poetry part deux...better works in progress
Poems from 10/28/09
Crush...
A crush is not what I wanted
I crush is not what I need
You pull me in, into your darkness
Then squeeze me dry until I bleed.
You push away-leaving me grasping
For a connection that’s sure to fade.
What’s left of me? I cannot answer.
My heart is hollowed. Broken. Decayed!
A touch from you is all I’m after.
A touch from you to give me peace.
My craving heart is bruised and battered.
But without you it is sure to cease.
You give me less
I want more!
Lingering about
Like a wanton whore
You tempted me
Then left me be
With honey so sweet
It won’t set me free.
I shiver, I ache.
Like the addict dry
Waiting for a chance
To feel that high.
You pull me in
Then push me away
When all I ask
Is for you to stay.
My fear, my agony
You think you’re so clever
I’m learning its time
For this tie to sever.
Deny me, despise me.
I really don’t care.
(But ask yourself this…)
Who’ll be left standing
When I’m no longer there?
A little night poetry....
No Return
The poltergeist haunts me
In my dreams she is you,
Beckoning me into the dark abyss
Destroying my only truth.
What price will I pay
For a lust so full of pride?
When in my heart I know
It’s his trust I’ve thrown aside.
Laying here before me
The temptation much too great.
Can I resist the incubus
With all that is at stake?
How long will I be lost in rapture?
Long enough to earn reproof?
If this trance lasts much longer
Will the point be moot?
Now you’re taking over me
Too late to turn back now.
Losing my grip on everything
And defiling my sacred vow.
Feeling the fire within me,
A bittersweet and lonely burn.
When the ecstasy is over
There will be nowhere left to turn.